Hey everyone, haven't written a journal for awhile! Well, basic update, I'm back into my little arty-self and I have loads of ideas just waiting to come out of my closed shell. I'm happy to report that I am starting, real, therapy. DBT, so hopefully I can get off my arse, so far along I have been doing my homework (:

Where I'm currently living now I'm painting a lot, which is good because a lot of nights get bad here, I've been falling in and out of a state of absolute madness to say the least. My seizures have dimmed down so much since the last time I've posted a journal! And my medication is kicking in nicely too. I've even managed to have 2 full nights of undisturbed sleep which is something I've never been able to have.

At the moment, things are really messy. My situation has affected a lot of my family and I feel horrible for the pain I've caused them, and for the pain people have caused them because of me... People are really bitchy.

I just wanted to let you all know something. You guys have read some pretty terrible stuff over the years, and you were all so, I mean, you all are so supportive. I just wanted to say thank you to the artists who have really stuck by me all these years, and especially to Gerara and Becca who keep reminding me to keep holding on and to keep being here. It's comforting to know that people in the world believe in me and have never given up on me. And have told me when I'm being an idiot from where I need to be strong.




And I cannot believe how much my friends here have improved!!!!
What the hell did you guys have magic lessons or something?
Jeez!


She's building up her gallery over here with fantastic modeling skills! Her alternative concepts and styling is really amazing and I can feel Soni getting better everyday! And I apologize that I did not meet her at Under the Blue Moon! Sorry Soni, I unfortunately had a few problems.
please check her out!



Um check this one out..
I'm just not going to say anything more.
Fucking fantastic digital art O:



For someone who has traveled ever so much, I do not believe Jose gets enough recognition, at all.. His photography is beautiful and all the landscape works he has done and all the stunning cathedrals omg.



Rich. He has been supporting me for awhile now. He comments on my deviations no matter how many months I don't go on dA. Lol :/
His work gets me all soft and fluffy inside it's so good. Hell-o, NATURE! -drools-



Um. HAVE YOU SEEN ANGUS'S FRACTALS? O:
Yum. O:



Argh. Have to go.
But I have other mentions;
Becca, Cecilia, Gerara, Brian, Kylia, Victoria and Christina


New MSN: ladybexia@live.com.au
-Ladybexia @ MySpace, Facebook, Twitter..


! My work is now displayed with Mental Illness Awareness Club !


Clubs I am in;

Run by my friend Becca.